12.30.2010

People think that I drink too much

I don´t need no money, mommy
I don´t have a lover, brother
I keep away from the Juppies pappi

Whow, it moves me without a touch
People say that I think too much
But I´m as happy as I can be

I´m a dreamer and I dream of what will be
A better destiny

I don´t look back I look beyond
I´m just a struggling vagabond
But I get by well on my own

People think that I drink too much
But I´m as happy as I can be

So I´m a dreamer and I dream of what will be
A better world for you and me

12.21.2010

Not like the others

"Jag kommer aldrig att bli slav under andra människors föreställningar om mig. Jag är inte skyldig dem någonting."

They don't know that I'm not like the others.

having trouble telling
how i feel
but i can dance, dance, dance
couldn't possibly tell you
how i mean
but i can dance, dance, dance

(Lykke Li)

She sings the music that is inside of me.

"Narcissim och hatkärleken som kan uppstå i förhållandet med ens egen självbild."

12.20.2010

Remember Me

You can love someone and not want to spend time with them. Personally, I don't get that. And I reckon I'm done.

I don't see the point in waiting. What if I die while waiting. Aneurysm burst or something.

Everything you do in life is insignificant, but it's important you do it.

If one has no affection for a person or a system, one should feel free to give the fullest expression to his disaffection so long as he does not contemplate, promote, or incite violence. (Gandhi)

Not going to play by the rules anymore. What is wrong with me.

12.16.2010

Corrupt, alcoholized, overfed, sometimes charming, ego-maniacs

School, work, Magda, pubquiz (awesome!). Sleep, Malmö, driving lesson, call from Tenerife. That call made my day! Zarah, julklappar, and now waiting for Miriam to come here. Friday - get drunk. Saturday - dinner in Copenhagen. Sunday - dinner with Maria.

"The mechanism was not the big bang of war, but the whimper of demoralized elites who after lashing out violently become corrupt, alcoholized, overfed, sometimes charming, ego-maniacs."

"If the public knew what goes on behind closed door, like supporting an attack on Iraq in return for having somebody inscribed on the US list of terrorist organization, the opposition would increase."

12.13.2010

Darwin's Nightmare

What do people live for? I certainly don’t have any idea what the point is; go to school, get educated, get a job and earn money so an apartment/house can be paid, "I'm a citizen of the world, I pay rent" etc. This endless churning. Time to spit it out? Something new. History - everything moves on, but why does it? I want to know the ending. Or maybe I don't. It's the ride that is to be enjoyed some say. We live in exciting times. Economic crises - the worst since the 1930's - a historical benchmark. The world might change, like in the 30's. Or it might not. All we know is that we move on. To what, who knows. For what purpose, no one cares.