I was drunk yesterday and the day before that

When you feel so lonely that it feels like your heart is about to explode. When you know you could be out partying but you turned the offers down and stayed at home to sulk in your loneliness. When you just want to hide until someone drag you out from your hiding place. Tomorrow I'll study for my driving license test on Wednesday. All day long. And hope no one calls me so I can continue to revel in my loneliness.