2.28.2012

Jag bara spyr på ditt fejs

Ingen skatt till regeringen, tar det svart på parkeringen

Du betalar, njuter, skriker

men jag skiter i dig

Vet att du vill de, gör de

jag ba' spy på ditt beat

du vill ha mig men jag skiter

skiter i dig

Inte bry mig ett skit, jag bara spyr i ditt face

Ta på mig nu, ta på mig nu, vet att du vill de, gör de!

2.23.2012

Redundant

We're the people, the lucky
with the fragile bones
the ones who sit and worry
about getting to old
We're the people, the happy
with the broken hearts
the ones who draw a picture
and proclaim that it's art

2.20.2012

Born to Die

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
All my heart, it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping that the gates,
They'll tell me that you're mine
Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on a Friday night
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine
It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers, honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high

(Lana del rey)

2.10.2012

Your argument is invalid

Symptoms of Dependent Personality Disorder

Individuals with dependent personality disorder typically experience:

A chronic and pervasive pattern of dependent, submissive, and needy behavior CHECK
Seek out excessive advice, approval, and encouragement CHECK
Sensitivity to criticism or rejection CHECK
Low self-confidence and self-esteem. CHECK
An inability to make decisions without direction from others
Feelings of helplessness when alone
An inability to disagree with others
Extreme devastation when close relationships end and a need to immediately begin a new relationship CHECK

5/8

Symptoms of Paranoid Personality Disorder

Individuals with paranoid personality disorder typically experience:

Chronic and pervasive distrust and suspicion of others. CHECK
Feelings that they are being lied to, deceived, or exploited by other people. CHECK
May believe that friends, family, and romantic partners are untrustworthy and unfaithful. CHECK
Outburst of anger in response to perceived deception. CHECK
Often described as cold, jealous, secretive, and serious.
Look for hidden meanings in gestures and conversations. CHECK

5/6

2.06.2012

Dinner plans

10. You’re a non-conformist by nature, and since meal plans are popular, you refuse to give in.
9. You like to spend your free time staring blankly at the pantry trying to come up with dinner ideas. It’s like a hobby.
8. You prefer the “seek and you shall find” method of meal planning.

5. You’re a free spirit and refuse to be bogged down with “organization” of any kind.

2. You want to do your part to boost the economy by spending lots of money at the grocery store, even if the food goes bad before you use it.

2.05.2012

Why You

Just wanna crawl into a little ball. And disappear for sometime. Keep drinking. And keep meeting all the wrong men, that I don't like and don't even give a chance. Have to stop trying to get over people by going out with randoms. It's not working. Don't even give them a chance. Just make out with them and leave them. Ignore them. Then the men that I do want: one is an asshole, thought I knew him but apparently I didn't and now he's acting like I'm not here. Disappeared, evaporated. The other is a liar who I cannot trust ever again. Fed me lies for months. Fed me bullshit, and sparkly eyes and perfect moments, and then doesn't want to know it, doesn't want to claim it. Doesn't want me but he acts like he sometimes does but he doesn't and it's so confusing. They keep me thinking, in alcohol distilled clouds, about a future that will never be and leave me be and makes me incapable of loving.