12.13.2011

No Light

You are the hole in my head
You are the space in my bed
You are the silence in between
What I thought and what I said

You are the night-time fear
You are the morning when it's clear
When it's over your start

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent
A revelation in the light of day

You can choose what stays and what fades away
And I'd do anything to make you stay

Tell me what you want me to say
Through the crowded islands
Crying out at me
In your place there were a thousand other faces

I will disappear in plain sight
Heaven help me
I need to make it right
You are the revelation
You are to get it right
And it's a conversation
I just can't have tonight

You want a revelation
Some kind of revolution
You are the revelation

Tell me what you want me to say
But would you leave me,
If I told you what I've done

And would you leave me
If I told you what I've become
'Cause it's so easy,
To sing it to a crowd
But it's so hard, my love
To say it to you, all alone

No light, no light in your bright blue eyes
I never knew daylight could be so violent

A revelation in the light of day,
You can choose what stays and what fades away
And I'd do anything to make you stay

12.11.2011

Joe Purdy

Why you always being so mean?
Why you always being so mean?
Cause you'd think that you could see
The pain you bring me now
So why you always being so mean?

And why you always running your mouth?
Why you always running your mouth?
If you'd stopped to find it out
You might understand by now
So why you always running your mouth?

And why you always making me cry?
Why you always making me cry?
You look me in the eye
And tell me all your lies
So why you always making me cry?

Yeah, why you always looking so sweet?
Why you always looking so sweet?
You walk into the room
And it brings me to my knees
Yeah, so why you always looking so sweet?

Yeah, why you always making me stay?
Why you always making me stay?
If I only had a brain
I would leave you right away
Yeah, so why you always making me stay?

Oh, why can't I leave you behind?
Why can't I leave you behind?
Cause things would be just fine
If I could get you off my mind
So why you always leaving me behind?

12.01.2011

I'm right here.

Love is not about "It's your fault" but "I'm sorry". Not "Where are you?" but "I'm right here". Not "How could you?" but "I understand". Not "I wish you were" but "I'm thankful you are".

Love is a feeling you feel when you feel that your going to feel a feeling that you've never felt before.

I have learned that love can grow without sex, and that sex does not always lead to love.

To know I was beautiful in his eyes made me beautiful... I had never been beautiful before.

Just the thought of being with you tomorrow is enough to get me through today.

Sitting in a lecture and just waiting for it to end so I can go back to being with you.

So he's not the brightest crayon in the box... he's still my favorite color.

In love you find the oddest combinations; materialistic people find themselves in love with idealists; clingers fall in love with players; homebodies capture and try to smother butterflies. If it wasn't so serious we could laugh at it.

I don't know if I like you or love you, want you or need you, all I know is I love the feeling I get when I'm near you.

You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love; the running across fields into your lover's arms can only come later when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip.

If you forget all else remember just this, there are people who love you and want you happy... without you their life would be empty.

Do you ever sit and think...what if? What if you never said the first hello?

I've never been scared of someone before. Sometimes maybe a little intimidated, but never scared. But you, you scare me, with your beautiful brown eyes and your amazing smile. I'm so scared that I will want to love you forever, and you will want me only for a few moments in your life.

I love how I get nervous when I see you, but feel more comfortable with you than I do with anyone else.