I wouldn't

how do you tell someone that you cry every day because of them, and in the night you drink to numb the pain of missing them. how do you tell someone that your heart is breaking in tiny million pieces because of them. how do you tell someone that the reason you can't talk to them is that you are too scared to find out that they don't care about you at all anymore, because the pain of knowing that would be too much and would eventually send you over the edge. It would be a beautiful love letter, and a terrible one. who wants to hear they are the cause of so much pain?