Karen & Hanky

The one time I will actually be able to take a guy home and fuck him, and I get too drunk to even know my own name. At least I got to throw a party, well, not much like a party put more like a fucking drunk-fest. It was a long time since I was that messed up.

Two days being hungover, watching Californiacation. That show has some seriously good quotes. Like I'm wallowing in narcissistic despair. No top shelf pussy can compete with the love of a good woman. The female orgasm is like 99% mental, who the fuck has the time for that. And give me a moutful of cock, anyday.

Devil-may-care

Jag behövde den karatefyllan för att återhämta mig lite. När huvudet bultar tills du spyr, och nothing makes sense, hela kroppen värker av någon konstig anlendning, när du är amazed över att du lyckades stå på benen trots x amount of alcohol. Uppkörning och bokad resa, panikångest och devil-may-care attitud. Efter att ha avverkat Firefly, Serenity och The Big Bang Theory har jag nu börjar på Californication. He is drowning in a sea of pointless pussy.

Mal & Inara

So what, somebody left you in a rut
And wants to be the one who's in control
But the feeling that you're under can really make you wonder
How the hell she could be so cold
So now you're left, denying the truth
And it's hidden in the wisdom in the back of your tooth
You need to spit it out, in a telephone booth
While you call everyone that you know, and ask 'em

Where do you think she goes
Oh yeah, where d'ya suppose she goes, oh

I know where he goes and I know the memory lingers. I know the truth in the back of my tooth, but still I keep denying it. I just have to face up with reality that it's happened once again, left in the U-bend, discarded and used, like an old needle, like the trash they see me to be. Nothing left here for me anyway, so let's get on a space ship and fly to a different planet.

No happy endings

for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing

for the ending of my first beginning
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

Joni Mitchell

Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say "I love you" right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds
I've looked at life that way

Oh but now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they tell me that I've changed
Well something's lost but something's gained
In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now
From WIN and LOSE and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all

I've looked at life from both sides now
From up and down and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all