9.08.2007

I wish I could change the ways of the world


Watched some dodgy anime show on tv. "Perfect blue" or something it's called. It was actually good, real good, just confusing, cause she kept waking up in her bed so you didn't know if she had dreamed or no, and then there were like a ghost figure of her running around all the time, psyching her. So you didn't know if she was going insane or what. TV2 had this anime night from like 22.35 - 06.35 or something like that. It was awesome! Haha. Never have anime on regular tv normally. Oh well, pokemon and that stuff. I'd really like them to re-run Sailor Moon, I love that show!
Was at Angel's place first. Met like people from her class. They were nice. So good to seem Matilda and her again, M is like a happy-pill. She has this special talent of making you optimistic, of making you laugh at life. I love her. Really really much. And it feels so bad that we're not as much in touch as we were, and that we're no longer as close as we were, cause that friendship we had was special. Don't think I'll ever have the same again. If you grow up with someone, that is special.
So gotta catch a train home soon, at 10 something, I'm gonna try out Wushu (kung-fu)! I'm excited, what if this is like totally my thing? Can use it as CAS aswell, just have to find the money to pay the term costs. "Find" ehehe.

In my iPod right now is Mika, Lily Allen and Linkin Park.

Mika - Happy Ending

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
Then live the rest of our life
But not together.

Wake up in the morning,
Stumble on my life,
Can't get no love,
Without sacrifice.
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you well,
Hmm a little bit of heaven,
with a little bit of hell.

This is the hardest story,
That I've ever told,
No hope or love or glory,
Happy endings,
Gone, for ever more,
I, feel as if I'm wasting,
And I've, wasted every day.

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
We live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Two o'clock in the morning,
Something's on my mind,
Can't get no rest,
Keep walking around.
If I pretend that nothing
Ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep,
I can think that we just carried on.

This is the hardest story,
That I've ever told,
No hope or love or glory,
Happy Endings,
Gone for ever more,
I, feel as if I'm wasting,
And I've, wasted every day.

[Oh I] This is the way you left me,
[Feel as if I'm wasting]I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love no glory,
No happy ending
[And I've] This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
[Wasted every day] And live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Little bit o love.

Lily Allen - Everything's just wonderful

Do you think, everything, everyone, is going mental,
It seems to me that it's spiraling outta control and it's inevitable,
Now don't you think,
This time is yours, this time is mine,
Its temperamental,
It seems to me, we're on all fours,
Crawling on our knees,
Someone help us please

Oh Jesus Christ almighty,
Do I feel alright? No not slightly,
I wanna get a flat I know I can't afford it,
It's just the bureaucrats who won't give me a mortgage,
Well it's very funny cos I got your fucking money,
And I'm never gonna get it just because of my bad credit
Oh well I guess I mustn't grumble,
I suppose that's just the way the cookie crumbles.

[Chorus]
Oh yeah, I'm fine,
Everything's just wonderful,
I'm having the time of my life.

Don't you want something else,
Something new, than what we've got here,
Everything's Just Wonderful
And don't you feel it's all the same,
Some sick game and it's not insincere,
I wish I could change the ways of the world,
Make it a nice place
Until that day, I guess we stay,
Doing what we do
Screwing who we screw

Why can't I sleep at night,
Don't say it's gonna be alright,
I wanna be able to eat spaghetti bolognaise,
and not feel bad about it for days and days and days.
In the magazines they talk about weight loss,
If I buy those jeans I can look like Kate Moss,
Oh no it's not the life I chose,
But I guess that's the way that things go,