not fun to be ill at the one day i have off.. no partying...
and when i was to open a bottle of Sangre de Toro at the table where that gorgeous guy was sitting, of course the cork had to break. baka, baka. oh well. guys are just trouble. today i showered with one guy, it was surprisingly nice, even if the shower was kinda small and crowded with the two of us in there...
but he's not the one i wanna shower with. last week i had fun with yet another one. we "went for a walk". but still not the one i have my eyes on. the one i have my eyes on is the one who ordered Sangre de Toro. The one i made a complete fool of myself in front of. He works at a bar. A bar i feel i will frequent a lot these months.
Anyways. On my way to figuring people out. And figuring guys out. Work has been ok, just a little overwhelming. Still don't know if this is the place i want to be. but im learning i have to stop running from things - stop being a quitter - cause quitters never win.
