11.08.2009

Stuck in limbo on a train

Underbara dagar i Stockholm/Uppsala - hell yeah. Sex i en bastu - hell yeah.

This is a cliff and I'm diving from the top. Without anticipating how far I might drop.
The eyes on fire are flashing past so fast. An intense flame that is not meant to last. And you won't be the last.

I preach for the living but I belong to the dead. I'm not alive anymore, inside my own head. You might see me laugh and crack up in smiles, but inside my head, I'm miles and miles away. That's why I live my life like a roll on a tape, that's why I caress the characters, piss on the plot and laugh at fate.

I need to land in myself. Realise this is my life, not a movie I'm watching.