7.07.2008

This vanity I'm breaking


Those painful times so alone, so ashamed
I'm not coming back, there's nothing to gain

this song is me. --> (Honey, this mirror isn't big enough for the two of us)

The amount of pills I'm taking
Counteracts the booze I'm drinking,
And this vanity I'm breaking
Lets me live my life like this,
And well I find it hard to stay
With the words you say.
Oh baby let me in,
Oh baby let me in.

Well I'll choose the life I've taken,
Never mind the friends I'm making,
And the beauty that I'm faking
Lets me live my life like this.
And well I find it hard to stay with the words you say.
Oh baby let me in,
Oh baby let me in.
And you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much.

Well I hope I'm not mistaken
By the news I heard from waking.
And it's hard to say I'm shaken
By the choices that I make.
Well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say.
Oh baby let me in,
Oh baby let me in.

good song. worked today, working tomorrow. tired, exhausted. spinning. head ache. downloading new music. biffy clyro, less than jake, my bloody valentine, alkaline trio, ortega, nachtmystium, the legacy, errors and funeral pyre. anyone have something really hardcore? have to get headphones. fuck. or find the insurance thingy for the old ones. want my skullcandy back. they insult people just by existing haha. guess we have that in common. 01.01 (breathless). hardcore. softcore. breakcore. did i forget to mention. how much. i like. music. ? .
mon - work tue - m? (need some buffy!!) xD wed - g? m? thu - work fri - m? NaRnIa ;D sat - anna sun - AnImE dAy (m?)
i like these weekly plannings. just a loose outline but gets my head in the game. one of these days i need to get drunk. anyone up for getting so pissed we pass out? i have tequila (licking lips) and mintshots, and smirnoff. if you make me laugh, i'll get you drunk.