2.14.2008

Scarlet kiss and what to say


I wanna be your last first kiss.

Hate the game, not the player.

No one else was looking for the same thing. I think it died inside me, or got buried on the way. The face of things changing, ripples on the surface. When no one else seemed to want it, I hid it away, and adjusted. And it worked. Things work, all the time, just because of time. How you feel about it working is a completely different question.

As much as I'd like to, I'm not a mind reader.

I love the sunlight today. It's powerful, melancholic cold-sky brilliance. The kind of sunlight that gets you lost inside your thoughts.

10 roses for my friends. You're all very special, in your own ways, and I love you very very much. That's what I think Valentine's about. Showing appreciation.

Bayside - Blame it on bad luck

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So I'll blame it on bad luck and I'll shake responsibility.

I spent some time in a bad place at 18, wishing I could see something through clear eyes.
Do you ever wake up to realize your life is meaningless?
Does it give you strength or lead you to your grave at a young age?

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So I'll blame it on bad luck
and I'll shake responsibility, yeah.

It seems that when I ran away from my past, all my dignity, my faith, my pride got left back.
But now I think it's time I realize self pity's meaningless.
Though I'm 10 feet deep,
I'll claw my way back out from in my grave.

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So I'll blame it on bad luck and I'll shake responsibility
and say a hard life did this to me.

But now I realize I'd give anything I have to walk a day in my old shoes. Wondering what my first smoke would be like, my first fuck, my next fuck up. The next band that would change my life, and it changed my life, and it changed my life.

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
so I'll blame it on bad luck. I'll shake responsibility
and say a hard life did this to me.

Aiden - Hurt me

The beauty how nights blur.
Look twice tonight and she'll bring the cure,
And this promise to forgive you.
Whoa.
My demons reimburse.
Think hard and tonight we'll break the curse,
And this promise to forget you.
Whoa.

Tonight (tonight). Oh tonight (tonight). Oh tonight (tonight).
I can see through a lifetime of wretched demise.
And these words can hurt me.

We're all in hell.
Laughing in your misery.
The desperate fade to black and it suits me well.

The lonely, the desperate.
Enclosed is the love I've never sent,
And this power to forget you.

Well tonight (tonight). Oh tonight (tonight). Oh tonight (tonight).
I can see through a lifetime of wretched demise.
And these words can hurt me.

We're all in hell.
Laughing in your misery.
The desperate fade to black and it suits me well.
[x2]

If we fall will we waste away?
If we fall will we waste away?
If we fall will we waste away?
If we fall will we waste away?

I know you hurt in this beautiful misery.
So read these words and we'll sing forever waste away.
I know you hurt in this beautiful misery.
So read these words and we'll sing forever waste away.
(Free fall will we waste away?
If we fall will we waste away?

We're all in hell.
Laughing in your misery.
The desperate fade to black and it suits me well.