I was really surprised although slightly prepared. I went to school, and first step inside, stina comes rushing into me. "Antonia is here!" I'm like "wait a minute, what?!" The adrenalin, a surge of excited happiness. "She's here, in school." "WHaaaat?! but wtf.. she said.. ah nevermind.. that's awesome, where?!" "upstairs, before..." So i went upstairs, threw a stealthy glance into the classroom to check, no one there. went inside. waited. excited, scared, confused, happy. then she went inside and i just jumped at her <3 "aaah watch the coffee!!" were the first words out of her mouth. i was like "who the heck cares, you're here!!" then put away the coffee, spillde över hela jävla feta historieboken och kramade sönder antonia. så strange. felt really weird, she was there. after waiting so long she was actually finally there!! i dont think ive got it yet that she's back home. still think its an illusion or something or that shes leaving again real soon. shes back!! so surreal.
det har gått ett år, nu när hon var tillbaka kändes det som att ingen tid hade gått alls. we were the same. she was just as wonderful as she always has been.
but feels like things are gonna change. somehow. the constellations wont be the same. i think. i hope we'll all be close and stuff but who knows. it's alot of girls we are talking about. one of the keypersons are back. the plot is probably gonna change. i know who i want close atleast, and you know who you are.
hon har varit med om så mkt och jag med, och även om man berättar är det inte samma sak som att ha upplevt det med den personen. men jag vill höra allt, hör du det va? <3 fatta vad jag va lost utan dig i början av året. sen vande man sig typ.
så om jag är allmänt lost är det för att jag fortfarande är i chocktillstånd.
she's back. :)
