1.06.2008

the reason by hoobastank

NEJ MEN VILL JAG ATT DET SKA HANDLA OM FUCKING MEJ????? HAR JAG SAGT DET KANSKE????
JAG ÄR INTE KORKAD, JAG FATTAR ATT JAG INTE SKAFFAR VÄNNER PÅ DET HÄR VISET
JAG VILL FUCKING INTE VARA I CENTRUM
makes me so angry. and i cant even explain it to her
AND IM NOT COMPLAINING ABOUT MY LIFE
I FUCKING NEVER INTENDED TO HURT ANYONE

msn:
you've messed up a few times when under the influence haha.. i think if you could you'd take it back yeah,, if some things never happened you'd want that right?
assuming you can't change yourself,, you can change your actions - as you said, you were gonna stop drinking right? voila,, a step in the right direction.
i have yet to see better judgement from you i think
you have yet to become responsible and realistic..

i am changing. for everyone who also is trying, its not that easy, and its far more complicated than i could explain. i never said i wasnt trying. life is choice.
everyone ask me this:
are you going to change?
i am changing. everyone is. every second that goes by, we are changing
but i know what u meant
and yes
i am changing
i dont like who i become when drinking that much
it's not me

“People are afraid of what’s inside and that’s the only place they’re ever gonna find what they need.”


so afraid.