it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you feel so small
If you just have someone to see your true colors, it gets easier. If there is someone who really see you for who you are no matter how many fuck ups. No matter what you say or do as reaction against this or that, because all that is a facade and a product of muddled thoughts. All people have all the colors of the spectrum of light. Some are like rainbows and some are just bright, like pure white sunlight. Some fade to gray. This world makes me crazy, that we can't love and trust eachother. True colors are beautiful. I talked to mom for two hours yesterday, and she said there is a solution. She made me believe that there are other ways. And there are.
