1.20.2009

You stop and turn and grab your bags


One person dies every ten seconds.

Thank god for night open McDonald's. Saved my life. Why isn't there any night open places? What if you find yourself stuck in a town and unable to get anywhere and with too little cash to take in on a hostel or smth like that? It isn't only drunks and bums who need someplace to warm their asses in the middle of the night.

Coffee dehydration is bad. And not sleeping is bad. One person dies every ten seconds.

There is so much going on in people's lives that you aren't even aware of. Even if you call yourself their friend. There is so much happening inside a head. So much you miss if you close your eyes for a second. There is always stories you can hear later, or tell. But it's not the same thing. Wanting to be part of someone's life and not being a part sucks more than anything I know. That feeling of uselessness, of unwantedness, of rejection.

So much happens, and there is change with every experience. And maybe tomorrow you won't know who I am anymore.

One person dies every ten seconds. I bet a thousand that that person died because of loneliness.

To late, I'm sure and lonely
It's another night, another dream wasted on you